My experience

Assalamualaikum guys.

Nothing fancy to share here. Just want to throwback to the moment when i participated in a debate competition, deputizing my school for district level.

For the first time I stand up in a debaters line.
Whoa. Thought that i was dreaming but yeah no.

For the first discussion, we were in opposition side. We defeated a Rancangan Khas school 

The issue for the first discussion was
'English should be a must pass subject in SPM.'
Since we were in opposition party so we need to
 'English should not be a must pass subject in SPM.' Note that 'not' there.

Quite hard though...as we were using english at the moment but we need to deny that english should be a compulsory subject. Headache.

My enthusiast to win for the 1st round was real as I had cursed english, using english..lmao

"English is stupid and ..............................."

Seriously, I don't know how I could say such thing. When that 'stupid' uttered from my mouth, the judges began to write something which i don't even know what they'd written. But they didn't talk about it at the end, what a relief 

I thought that they will quarantine me and not letting me join for the second round as we know that 'stupid' is a really harsh, inappropriate word to use especially in competition. 

After we finished the discussion, I immediately asked my team if that 'stupid' word had disturbed them but they replied positively,

"No, that is okay syuhada. That's what we call debate." 

My team was freaking supportive, no? hahahahaha. 

All the government side said was totally true indeed (on how we should make english as an important subject)
Maybe we won because our team had the best debater, Irfan Halim and the judges said, our team got many points and we did well so for the first round, we won. Alhamdulillah.

Out of topic cause i kinda want to share some tips on how to gain high mark in certain paper. Should be practised always as my brother said that it is one of the best kind of way and it works for me but please know that what works for others might not work for you. Im just sharing.

MIDNIGHT STUDY

As for me, the question of sejarah paper 1 for the last P1 was not a joke.

Quite hard plus I didn't read the facts explicitly.
 

Trust me, failure will courage you to do better afterwards. It will give you lessons. It will remind you how revising is important to our teenstudent life.

 And close the old book is just the way to go.

So ive tried what so called midnight study method. The midnight study is proven for its quality. For one hour of studying, it's same like three hours of studying.

I have tried that way and it works so far.

But, if you wanna to wake up at 3 am, you should obey these rules :

1) Sleep at 10:30 and below. If you sleep above 11,  you will have a problem to wake up and even if you wake up, there will be a dilemma either to continue sleeping or to fold your blanket.

So, try to sleep early and you will wake up easily.

2) Do not sleep after zohor and asar. But it is okay if you want to do Qailullah.
Somehow, there's no Qailullah from 12 am untill 3 pm. 

If you sleep in that period, that means you just let yourself jump into a problem.
Sleep on that time and you will have a hard time to push yourself to sleep at the time where you should sleep.

3) Don't eat too much before you sleep.

4) Remind yourself to wake up at what time you want to.

5) Do not make sleep as priority.
But i love sleeping. Its so hard to balance it, ikr😭

WAKE UP AT 3 AM, WHAT SHOULD I DO FIRST?

My answer is tahajud. 2 rakaat only, it will be a good starter. Not only tahajud, you can do more than that two rakaat. Sunat taubat for your sin you have done. The right time for you to repent and get closer with the creator.
Istikharah as a way to make sure the things that you have & will choose will always right, have no doubt in making decissions and so forth. Istikharah is not only for those who want make sure who is their spouses. You can also read quran at least one page. Good starting. You surely will have a good day.

After that, you can start revising. As for me i prefer memorizing because it is the right time. u will hear nothing and surely u can memorize peacefully. The situation will be sooo different.  Sometimes u gonna be crazeh when you start memorizing and ur liltle sister began to cry. I feel you sis even i have no adik. My sister has babies. No lies, it is so stressful isnt it? So yea have a try this method.

It will be the end for this entry. 

But before that, just want to let you guys know that im gonna see a doctor for few appointments on next week and next month . Im expecting for your doa.. Please pray that all will be smooth and one thing for sure, i really really hate clinics & hospitals. Please pray that i will have no longer to go there after this. Eventhough it sounds impossible but please just aminkan.

Thats all for now. see again for the next entry!