Hujan Renyai-Renyai

Hi, it’s me again. The 2022 version of me this time. It feels like only yesterday when i first joined university and in a blink of an eye, i will be completing my internship this 26 September. How time flies. Bercakap pasal internship, there are butterflies in my stomach already huhu. Semoga semua okay jelah. I actually have just rejected this one company to accept another one offer. I really hate it when i have to make crucial decisions like this. Harapnya keputusan yang dah dibuat ni keputusan yang akan menyumbang pengalaman yang baik-baik, personal growth serta tidak memberikan tekanan. Gitew.  Takde tujuan pun update blog. Just rasa nak menaip something. By the way, im listening to taylor swift’s folklore right now jadi tolong lah dengar bersama haha tibe kan. Rasa in denial la dah final year for the upcoming semester haha. Rasa macam surreal nya dah habiskan 5 semester? I still clearly remember when i was still in first year, i mentioned about changing faculty like every day. ...

It is 1:21am now. I'm not in a good state to drink coffee, especially at this hour but the urge is just undefeatable, so I decided to write here. I don't know what I'm doing right now. I don't know what I feel. The feeling that I can't even describe with words. I have a lot of things to write. I have a lot to express but I am not sure if I should do so. There are so many things in my head, resulting in an aimless me. I'm walking without purpose. The direction is so blurry, I don't even have the guts to talk about destination.. One thing for sure, this is not the feeling one should endure.